Edwin
My pain is everywhere.
Unseen,unheard,and unspoken...
I've been shedding tears all along...The sound of her cry travels through the rain...
Embrace the sadness.
Grief quiets the sound of the beating heart,even if I have no voice...
Grief quiets the sound of the beating heart,even if I have no voice...
Next Chapter...
I aren't convinced that my stint in poly has came to an end in such abrupt fashion.The pain,anugish,antagonism and well,even though i do feel gaiety at times...No more.History,for good.
To all my Year 3 friends in Temasek Poly,I wish you well in your future endeavours.
Some plans after graduation...
Plan 1)I hope to secure the post of a zookeeper for the time being before entering NS as animals are fascinating,despite the estimated travelling time that could hit up to 4 hours,to & fro.Most importantly,I want to experience something whereby there will be no holding back in me saying,"Well,I like it."
Plan 2)Inspired by Yoshiki,I hope to save up enough money to secure a second hand piano and work hard on X Japan's sorrowful tunes.... Or pick up music lessons for that matter.It has always been my dream to be in a band.I can't leave that out.But...I'm crippled by constraints & hard knocks,which are intimidating.It lays me motionlessly on the ground,and I'm grasping for thin air, at the same time.Too soon...?
Plan 3)In my dream,I asked this lady,"May i know how to get to Hide's museum(dedicated to him after his death),Hideto san of X Japan?"
If only I can feel pain at that point.
I hope to make a trip to Japan in real life and check out their stuff and collectables,to witness,to feel... Can't get enough of X,& I never will...
Illusions are just another elusive epic of fragility...
Isn't it true?
The sky is still dark.
To all my Year 3 friends in Temasek Poly,I wish you well in your future endeavours.
Some plans after graduation...
Plan 1)I hope to secure the post of a zookeeper for the time being before entering NS as animals are fascinating,despite the estimated travelling time that could hit up to 4 hours,to & fro.Most importantly,I want to experience something whereby there will be no holding back in me saying,"Well,I like it."
Plan 2)Inspired by Yoshiki,I hope to save up enough money to secure a second hand piano and work hard on X Japan's sorrowful tunes.... Or pick up music lessons for that matter.It has always been my dream to be in a band.I can't leave that out.But...I'm crippled by constraints & hard knocks,which are intimidating.It lays me motionlessly on the ground,and I'm grasping for thin air, at the same time.Too soon...?
Plan 3)In my dream,I asked this lady,"May i know how to get to Hide's museum(dedicated to him after his death),Hideto san of X Japan?"
If only I can feel pain at that point.
I hope to make a trip to Japan in real life and check out their stuff and collectables,to witness,to feel... Can't get enough of X,& I never will...
Illusions are just another elusive epic of fragility...
Isn't it true?
The sky is still dark.
hate and sadness...
Wednesday, 7 February 2007;2/07/2007 04:49:00 pm
